Sacramento, California
mixed media
12 inches long x 10 inches wide
Falling
I think I have reached bottom but I am standing on the wall
Falling again into the abyss
The taste of suicide is delicious in my brain
Fantasies of death –
shooting myself in the head, hanging from the bedroom door
There are moments when a ray of hope filters through the darkness
but it is too black to make a difference
I escaped before, but it found me again